Every Single Day


I bid darkness with tears
Welcomed the night with fear

I lay unwillingly with silence
Pillowed the pain with confidence

I said goodnight to the moon
Having the same feedback as usual

I close my eyes and suddenly
every sharp objects attackĀ me

I opened my eyes to see
not even a single one hit me

But I felt it..

Stabbing me
again and again and again
again and again

I screamed stop
I shouted it hurts
I cursed and cursed
but nothing happened

It just keeps on hurting
so I cried
and cried
and cried

and waited for it to stop
and waited
and waited
and wai


Verge Of Tears


I’m always there
When I reread your words
Whenever I hear your pain
Whenever I look at you
Whenever I’m just staring

These days
I’m always there

There seems so much hurtings
There seems so much problems
There seems so much happenings
Too much going on

And I couldn’t catch up
I am always steps behind
It’s too heavy to bear with
Always in the verge of tears..



So desperate
for someone to talk to
to pour these feelings
to pour all these heartaches

So desperate
for someone to listen
to pour my cries

So desprerate..
ending up
with no one

So desperate..
I am alone

No shoulders to lean on
No hand to hold
No arms which would give me strength
No whisper which would tell me it’s alright
No someone who would catch my tears

No one..
but this paper



How dare you ask me
if I care about what you feel

How dare you ask me
such thing

When it was always the first thing I think about
your feelings, others’ feelings

I’m her sponge
I’m your sponge

Don’t you get it
Don’t you know how heavy it is

How dare you

If I might ask
Do yo
ever think
of my feelings?

Just to tell you…

I’m also a sponge of my own
and mine is heavy enough